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It's been nearly two months since that night. The night I attempted to take my own life.
Attempted.
I'm still here. And I hate it.
Things have changed, not only internally, but externally as well. My friends and family have been walking around eggshells around and it's driving me mad.
I just want everything back to normal. I want the thoughts and battle with myself to stop. So when I meet a friend online I'm hoping it will stop. I'm hoping I can find myself before I lose forever.