Heartbreak pt.1
Why do I need to think of you every night for me to fall asleep ?
why did I have to cry over you ?
Why do i love you and care for you if you don´t love me or car for me ?
Why do I care for you that much that I cried so much useless tears when you didn't share one tear drop ?
Why do I love so easily only to get heartbroken again and again ?
Why don´t they understand that if you brake somebody so much that they can heal ?
Why do they still do why do i have to think of you when i know you don´t think of me ?
Why can´t I move on when you moved on why dose it feel wrong to keep loving someone who doesn't even know i exist anymore ?
why do i fall in love so easily only to get heartbroken !
IM TIRED OF LOVING YOU WHEN YOU DONT LOVE ME !
IM TIRED OF HOLDING ONTO SOMETHING THAT DOESNT MATTER ANYMORE!
WHY DO I STILL HOLD ONTO SOMETHING THAT I KNOW WANT HOLD ONTO TO ME!
IM TIRED OF LOVING PEOPLE ONLY TO GET HEARTBROKEN IN THE PROCESS IM DONE LOSING PEOPLE IM DONE CRYING OVER THE SAME PERSON IM DONE HAVING CRUSHES ON PEOPLE WHO WANT NONTHING TO DO WITH ME IN THAT WAY! WHY CANT I JUST BE ME WHY DO I HAVE TO FIND SOMETHING TO HOLD ME DONE !
Why am I that focus on what other people think of me . Why am i blinded people who only want to exploit me . I try so hard not to turn into that cold heart person that people desperate enough try to bring it out of me . what if im done trying to be the sensitive person i am im done trying to go after love if they want wait for me to return
IM DONE!!!
But i just want to say i love you milo and i hope you felt the same way because im tired of this world why dosent nobody love me ?
So why dont i just end it all right now so i can be relived of the pain .
bye Milo i love you
¨NO WAIT DONT JUMP I DO LOVE YOU ¨
To Late ............................................
SPLASH
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