Prologue
Hello everyone, thanks for choosing my book. This is my first book, so it might have some grammatical errors. Before reading this book, I have to tell you that this book contains some mature content and some violence.
Fianna
I am laying in my bed facing to my ceiling and replaying what just happened before three hours.
Flashback
I am just chilling in the road of newyork just enjoying my little freedom that I have stolen and name it by work
I have come to newyork to handle some work of my dad. He owns a hotel in here, and he transferred some work in my hand to handle, for which I am very grateful to him.He thinks that it gives my mind some break from other stuff.
So here am I in newyork. Well after I have finished my work I have some time left to catch my flight to I decided to walk on the streets. But sadly, my enjoy met didn't last long when my eyes settle on someone.
He is beautiful, and I know I shouldn't have to use this word for a man, but I couldn't think anything else. He is just beautiful even I didn't see him clearly but still he has jet black hair which is short from side and long from middle he has sharp features. Furthermore, he is tall, I guess six or six two.
He didn't sense me because the wind is blowing towards me and I can smell him in the crowd, he has sand wood and rainy smell. But my bubble of admiring didn't last long when is seen a woman clinging to his arm and they both are laughing and talking to each other. And it is like a punch into my gut when I see him looking at her lovingly.
I ran as fast as I can because I don't want to see more I don't want him to reject me, I don't want to go through from that pain because I already have a lot i in my plate. I think it's good if he didn't know me I think it is good if he didn't know that I exist I think It's good to stay away from him and just like that I pack my bag and run back to my home
flashback over
After six hours of flight I am home, it take me two hours to calm down myself because I don't want that my family know what happened in newyork.
I am in pain but thank god it's only me who senses him and we didn't physically touch each other because if that happens I am in more pain than I am right now.
why mood goddess why me why???
I am not that strong, don't test me that much.
and while thinking that my thoughts wonder to those beautiful green eyes and I drift to sleep. Without knowing what fate want from me now
