Just my luck
Hi, my name is Olivia and no matter what I do I can't do anything right. Everyone has friends and I'm all alone.
Nothing is going right this new school has nobody that wants to be my friend.
Well, I do have friends a few it's just that uh... they are more talented than me. My one friend Avery is popular because she is apparently the tallest girl at our school.
My friend Cody all the girls love him because he's the cutest. Ughh I get so jealous when someone is cute. It never ends.
My best friend Angie is a very good artist like she can paint masterpieces and anything she makes is beautiful.
She says she's not that good but it's something about even her not-so-good ones I love!
I want to do something with my life but I can't draw! I'm not attractive, and 4'11 is pretty short.
I guess if I could be good at something it's being short and having no talents. Yay me ugh.
I want to do so many things with my life I have so many dreams but... I'm not good at ANYTHING!
It's lunchtime at school right now and I'm kinda sad... meanwhile Cody is over here looking super hot while he combs out his beautiful blond curly hair.
I was staring at him and when he looked me in the eyes to say something I didn't hear a word he said because he is just too cute.
When I saw his blue eyes I almost passed out he's perfect.
Ok ok, let me stop! Don't want to make things seem awkward.
My friend Angie is using her cool iPad and Apple Pencil and being a show-off designing some new art projects that she will later paint beautifully on a canvas.
Meanwhile, Avery is over here just looking around with her head up I mean she can see everything she's so tall.
Even though being tall is just maybe her parents are tall or something IDK but it still makes me feel like nothing is going right.
I just want to go home and hang out and maybe go for a walk.
It's lunchtime I should probably stop worrying and eat my lunch or it's going to get cold. And who liked cold chicken ugh.
Oh boy, I want to eat but my stomach kinda hurts right now.
Omg, what is this terrible pain in my stomach? I'm feeling yucky and I just want to cry.
I should just eat my lunch....
Ow ow yo, that hurts maybe I should go to the bathroom.
Yea that sounds like a good idea!
I'm walking to the bathroom and this group of girls is looking at me laughing! I look behind me there is nobody there so they are laughing at me.
I just ignore it and keep walking to the bathroom.
Then these two guys I pass look at me and say! "Yo wazzup wit you home girl" I was like WTH.
Then the other guys start rapping or something we'll he wasn't singing he says " I see you looking my way, the sky painted red all day"
I was so confused I just looked and had my eyes scrunched and rolled back.
Omg if I could just make it to the bathroom please lord don't let anybody else stop me I just want t to go to the bathroom!
Finally, I made it to the bathroom like yasss.
I go into the stall and sit down only to find out my pants are RUINED! I then like yell... NOOOOOOOO
WORST DAY OF MY LIFE!
I got my period and it went through my cute white capris!
Now they are ruined FOREVER! Now I see why everyone was making fun of me!
The only problem is I'm not going back out there I refuse!
Let me just grab my phone and text my friend Angie to come I need her.
I start to look through my pockets and realize it's not in my pockets none of my pockets.
Just what will I do now oh stupid me for always putting my phone in my lunch box pockets?
Think think think what do I do?
Oh, I know just wait that's what I'll do and Angie or Avery will come looking for me!
Waiting, waiting, and still waiting!
One of them will be through that door any minute.
It starts to get quiet I've been in here for a long time just waiting on idk a miracle. One of them has got to come to use the bathroom soon.
Still waiting while being super board stomach on 100!
Ok, but for real it went from really loud to really quiet I wonder what's going on?
I get ready to come out of the stall then a few girls walk in that I don't even know so I stay quiet.
My stomach start to hurt I let out an ow and one of the girls said: "are you ok in there"? I just said yea everything is totally fine.
I stay quiet till they leave they finally leave after it felt like 20 minutes like what were they doing putting on makeup or something.
I can hear them talking and it gets farther and farther away. Till it was gone in the middle of the conversation.
So I came out of the bathroom stall washed my hands and came out the bathroom.
Just to find out all the people were gone lunch was over.
I was hoping my stuff was still there because I had a sweater I could just put around me and go to the nurse's office to freshen up!
So I put my sweater around my waist and off to the nurse's office I went.
On the way, the cramps were getting worse.
Being 16 and having to deal with this is so much torture.
I mean I love becoming a young woman but damn this is rough.
So I finally get to the nurse's office and she is so nice.
I rarely come to the nurse's office but when I do I wish they were my teachers they are so sweet and kind.
I mean maybe it's part of their job to be nice because they have so many students come in with different issues.
I walk in and the nurse was so kind and said to me "hi oliva is everything ok?"
I wish I could say yes and just go on with my day because I'm sure they are just so busy I Don't want to be a problem.
So I just said "well I Don't have a broken arm or a black eye"
I Don't know why I said that they must think I'm crazy.
The nurse Amy said "well that's good to hear though"
I kinda smirked and I said yea.
So then Amy said, "well what can I help you with sweetheart?"
I said "um..... I AAAA..... Kinda well not really kinda I aaaaa... I...... I got my period and it went through my white capris.
Do you have anything I can change into? And maybe some sanitary napkin?
Oh, yea of course no problem at all let's go look in the closet over here.
I happily say ok.
While I was so happy I could finally change and not be embarrassed some group of girls walk in.
Once they do I noticed it was the group of girls that was laughing at me at lunchtime.
The other nurse Sarah hops in and says what can I help you with ladies.
I'm just standing back and watching and trying not to pay attention.
"Hi, my friend Courtney cut her finger in gym class we just need a bandaid please."
Ok, come right over Courtney let's wipe it off and cover it up.
While they were doing that the other girl gives me the stink eye.
So I just made a rude face I don't care.
Right, when they were leaving they looked at me and smiled an evil smile.
So they walked out like they were models with sass shaking their hips and everything.
Me and Amy we're looking through the clothes.
I realize I must be so short all their clothes were too long and their shorts looked like capris.
I'm short I didn't realize I'm so short man they need all-size clothes because this is rude and embarrassing.
So we were able to find a pair of pink jog pants that really didn't match. How could pink jog pants match a yellow and green shirt.
Omg it's either I'm just too into wearing things that match when I go places because I don't want to look crazy.
Or I just want to look nice but either way this looks a mess.
I got laughed at and made fun of when I had blood on my pretty white capris.
Which your probably thinking how could your capris look pretty?
I just like the style and I felt like I came out of the house looking pretty good today.
But now I have to face what's beyond that door when I get out of here.
Amy said "would you like a bag for your pants"...
In my head I'm like of course what did you think I was going to put them in my bag to get everything else ruined.
I then said, "Um yes please that would be great."
So I grab the bag and put my not-so-pretty any more capris in.
Then I took a deep breath and walked through the door.
As I am walking to my last class of the day because I missed math waiting for someone to come in the bathroom to help me.
Then had to come to the nurses office.
I feel terrible I look terrible.
I'm walking down the hall and this boy that is a little cute not that cute at least not as cute as cody.
Idk just something about Cody and those blue eyes and curly hair gets me.
The boy smiles at me and says hey their cutie keep looking up I see you cutie I'm Mathew but you can call me Matt. I'll see you around.
My heart literally dropped how does a girl walk out the nurses office looking a mess get called a cutie by a boy almost as cute as Cody.
In my head, I said, "bro I look a mess!"
Then I thought maybe I need to get my head out of the clouds maybe this is a new style to dress like this.
I think the boys are digging this.
As I continue to walk to my science class I run into my bestie she was going to the bathroom.
She said to me " omg I thought you got kidnapped or something.
Good to see you but where have you been"?
I started to mention the whole situation in the bathroom and getting bullied and I went to the nurse's office. But I ended up just saying I had some stuff I had to take care of.
So I just wait for her to come out the bathroom and while I'm standing there the mean group of girls pass and look at me from head to toe and say ugh and laugh and walk away.
I thought this outfit looked cool after I saw that boy named matt check me out.
I then run into the bathroom and have a crying fit.
Angie says what's wrong? what's wrong? I was like crying and said I knew I looked terrible why did that stupid boy trick me!
Angie said "wait, what happened?"
I explained to her. "At lunch, I got made fun of by a group of girls and laughed at by guys. I had an incident I had to go to the nurses office to get changed. I didn't want to wear this outfit anyways because it looked terrible. But I passed a cute boy named Matthew in the hall and he was digging me. And that same group of girls just walked passed and laughed at me"
"Wow, a lot happened how come you never told me?"
"Well I figured you'd come into the bathroom soon I left my phone in my lunchbox and I couldn't text you"
"Oh wow I was wondering why you were gone so long I thought you just needed time and space or something"
"Really time and space in the bathroom for what"?
"Again I'm sorry"
"It's fine just next time Dont assume I need time and Don't take so long to think about whether you should come and see if I need help"
"Ok it will not happen again I'm sorry"
"Promise"
"I promise"
Ok then let's get to science best class of the day!
100% agreed!
We are now walking to science class and a teacher looks at me and says "are you ok?.
I look around I'm like what did he just say to me!
I really really don't understand one minute I'm cute to people other minute I'm getting made fun of.
I'm sick and tired of being so confused.
I could totally just go outside and wait for the last class to be over so I can get on the bus and go home and never come back.
This is insane I hate this so much!
I'm going to science class and nothing else is going to stop me.
Not going to lie tho these cramps are still on fire!but what can I do?
