Carson/ Amelia
The peak mid-afternoon heat hit Carson Black like a physical blow, baking him alive inside his heavy football gear. It was the specific brand of suffocating heat you only find south of the Mason-Dixon line. It lacked the insipid, swampy mugginess of a Florida summer, and it certainly wasn’t the dry heat of the high desert out west. Instead, it was a heavy, relentless heat that turned his shoulder pads into personal ovens. He had left his helmet in the car.
Carson Black was the town’s golden boy, a rising star who ruled the gridiron with absolute authority. To the spectators filling the bleachers every Friday night, he was the quintessential high school quarterback: tall, stocky, with wide shoulders and a heavy-barreled chest that could break through any defensive line. He kept his long curly black hair at ear level. In the heat, sweat continued to drip from the ends.
Yet, there was an edge to Carson that went far beyond the typical skin-deep jock. You could pick his gaze out of a crowded hallway instantly. His eyes were a dark, piercing blue, but in the dim light of the locker rooms or the shadow of a helmet, they shifted to a deep, ink-black. It gave his intense stare a heavy, unnerving weight. A flash of menace that made people look away before they could look too closely.
Everyone in town thought they knew Carson Black, but they only knew the athlete, the highlight reels, and the varsity jacket. Beneath the polished exterior of the star athlete lay a completely different person, a private reality he guarded just as fiercely as the football in a game-winning drive.
Carson climbed the steep, weed-choked slope of the grassy knoll outside Reeves’ apartment block. His cleats sank slightly into the soft earth as he neared. The building loomed ahead. A grim, multi-story monolith of sun-bleached, dusty red brick with rusted iron walkways cutting across its exterior. It stood like an aged and weathered monument, squarely facing a treacherous stretch of Lincoln Street where the asphalt was deeply pitted with potholes.
Directly adjacent to the complex sat the chaotic neon footprint of a What-A-Checkers!, its drive-thru lane buzzing with idling cars, squeezed right next to the faded storefront of Long Island Cannoli.
A sudden, sharp gust of wind swept across the intersection, carrying a thick, heavy smog of greasy Wha-bam! Burgers and the acrid, stale stench of deep-fryer oil. The air felt thick enough to chew.
Carson kept his eyes locked on the cracked concrete stairs ahead; nothing in the evening air was going to persuade him to break his stride or alter his plan.
Framed by the window, Amelia Lowe’s silhouette captured a striking blend of her ancestry. She possessed a slender jaw and delicate, aristocratic features that spoke plainly of her English parentage. Yet, there was an unmistakable shift in her lineage hidden in plain sight. At some point generations ago, Native American genetics had woven their way into her bloodline. While almost invisible elsewhere, that heritage showed itself clearly in the sharp, high angles of her cheekbones, casting faint, proud shadows across an otherwise entirely British face in middle America.
No one at the university suspected the truth about Amelia Lowe, least the other girls on her cheerleading squad. She went to exhausting lengths to hide the truth. In her team uniform, she looked every bit the campus feminine icon. Her lush lips, perky breasts, legs that didn’t quit, and apple-bottomed ass you could bounce a dime off turned heads across campus.
Yet, living with such a profound secret required a calculated, grueling vigilance that wears on the soul. The locker room was a minefield of shared glances and conspiratorial whispers that could doom one social life. To survive it, Amelia had mastered the art of timing and misdirection. She arrived long before the others to change, utilizing the most private stalls, and always leaving just as the post-practice chaos began. It was a lonely, hyper-aware existence.
Carson Black was not the type to judge or talk in hushed whispers behind people's backs.
Amelia opened the door and stepped aside. As soon as it clicked shut, she wrapped her arms around her, pulling him into an endless, heavy kiss that tasted faintly of the hot evening air and adrenaline. It broke her heart not to slide her hands over his shoulders instantly, to lose herself completely in the familiar warmth of his skin. The raw affection radiating from him was intoxicating, but with a sharp, painful effort, she tore herself away.
“Why are you still in your uniform?” she asked, her voice trembling slightly as she gestured to the jersey he hadn’t bothered to change out of.
Carson offered a soft, lopsided smile, his eyes bright with a vulnerability that made Amelia’s chest tighten. “I came over straight after practice was over. Didn’t want to waste any time.”
She swallowed hard, a heavy sigh escaping her lips. She hated that on days like today, she felt a wave of maternal protectiveness toward him. She didn’t want to think of him like a child. Clearly he wasn’t one. But his actions were just so sweet, so entirely innocent. He was giving her his whole heart, completely oblivious to the fact that she was holding hers back. She had no idea why she was never ready for labels and commitment.
“Listen, I need to talk to you,” Carson said, his smile fading slightly as he noticed the distance she was deliberately maintaining.
Amelia felt a familiar, exhausting ache settle deep in her bones. They had been over this before, and every time, it left her feeling hollow and corrupt. She was explicitly the villain of her own story here, consciously choosing to dismantle his hope. She couldn't look him dead in the eye and instead looked at the floor.
“We’ve been over this, Carson,” she said gently, her voice steady despite the guilt gnawing at her insides. “I’m not looking for a relationship. Just harmless fun.”
She waited a beat, watching the shadow of rejection cross his face, before gently guiding the conversation away from labels entirely, desperate to soften a blow that she knew was entirely her fault.
“Your coach is going to kill you,” Amelia said, the ghost of a tired smile touching her lips as she nodded toward his gear.
“He’s not going to care,” Carson argued instantly, his shoulders squaring as he grew defensive. His voice had the slight edge of someone trying to convince himself just as much as her.
“School property,” she countered softly, her tone laced with a heavy, grounded reality. “He’s definitely going to care.”
She softly shook her head. To anyone else, the movement would have looked like nothing more than a curious tilt to one side. But Carson had seen it too many times over their months together; he recognized it instantly. It was the exact look she gave him when she was letting him down gently. The quiet, maternal boundary that reminded him exactly where they stood.
Carson stood in the middle of Amelia’s apartment, still in his gear, taking it in the way he always did. He was quiet, like he was trying not to disturb anything. The place smelled like soil and old paper and something citrusy from the kitchen. Plants crowded every surface that could hold them: trailing pothos spilling off bookshelves, a stubborn monstera claiming half the window, little ferns in mismatched mugs. Between the green were the photographs and prints she collected. Forest cuts, she called them. Dark, dense stands of trees that looked like they remembered every footstep that had ever passed through. And above the couch, the one that always stopped him: a majestic deer standing in an eerie frozen landscape, antlers crowned with frost, the whole scene softer and stranger than any real winter. More fairy tale than cold forest. More dream than photograph.
He reached up and started undoing the clasps of his shoulder pads. The sound of Velcro and plastic was loud in the quiet room. One piece after another came off. The heavy shell, the sweat-damp jersey, the layers that made him look bigger than he was. When the last of it hit the floor, he stood there in just compression shorts and the faint red marks the pads had left across his shoulders and ribs. The body underneath was the one that showed up on posters and highlight reels, all clean lines and hard work. He looked like something carved, but the way he shifted his weight, the small self-conscious roll of his shoulders, was pure human.
Amelia didn’t want to wait. Her skin felt hot, flushed from the inside out. Anticipation moved under it like a current she couldn’t turn off. The thin fabric of her shirt suddenly felt like too much distance. She crossed the room, took him by the wrist, and pulled him into the bedroom before either of them could talk themselves out of it.









still got it
my god, you too, get a room :)