Evanesce

The day was brighter than any other days. So far, I have completed my studies nearly three years full. The university I enrolled are so far away from my hometown. But the experienced make it all worth. I make a lot of friends and become independent on my own.

A year passed........

Urghhhhhhhhhh...I need to find a job at this rate. Or I will turn into depressed in despair. I had enough of my sister. She always repeating the same line over and over about how much I had no job and pressing me to just do all the cleaning at the house.

At some point, in the middle of dinner we have an argument. The matter is simple but Lydia always make it into a huge misunderstanding and makes me look bad. It upset me a lot. 'I just say it normally but she have to twisted every single word I utter' sadness cloud over me like a blanket. Lydia's nonstop talking get me irritated as she swearing and cursing me too.

Standing at the end of table, I was in verge of tears. Father just focus on calming Lydia and make me bear all the hurting words.

But I got some stubborn head and a need to stand up for myself.

I would not let her go easily this time.

Then, a loud shatter could be heard. Lydia was out of her mind. She smash all the plate while she standing close to mama. She could be hurt. Although she insisted on scares me and get me to stop talking. Of course, I would not show her any fear.

Keeping a poker face, I said ' you smash all the plate, but do not forget to bought a new one'. Hearing that, Father rush me to go upstairs and insist I shut my mouth altogether.

Shutting the door, reality hit me hard. My vision blurry and tears streaming down steadily. I could not shake the fear off. A chance I got hurt is inevitable but lucky me. Only, my shirt and pant are soaking wet.